Just in a wink of an eye, the Chinese papers are back to the markers, all ready t grade our paper, BOOHOO.!! ):
Okay, just to rough up about what happened during the weekend.
Yes i was stuck at home studying for Chinese, but i fell asleep at about every ten minutes or so. hehe it was too booooooooringggggggg. YEAH.........
I SUDDENLY CANT THINK OF WHAT I DID.
OH YES. had mass on Friday, it was combined with the Primary school. kinda regretted going t school. all we did was stand sit stand sit and singing the songs ._. then after headed t town with Ali and Yow. stupid Yow kept making us laugh. HAHA she tried t kiap the damn paper with her eyelashes. super hilarious please. stupid i cant upload the damn photo. nevermind i'll try again soon. ehehe.
Oh.! i've applied for Chem and Physics tuition.. yupp its starting tmr. Eun and Sam are joining me.!! =) haha THEY HAFTA TRAVEL ALL THE WAY T TBP. lol now they know how i feel when i travel from home t school. yay nerdy jz here i come.!
And yes, plans for this week; -> Escape.! we didnt get t go the other time and now its public holidays! -> Tuition and tuition, BORING. -> Dance night.! yummy yummy. -> FUFUGLIUHIUNGYTDFJ. -> Out out out.!! ;D
What a disorganised post. im just ranting on whatever i can think of cos my brain happens t be malfunctioning right now. /:
A song t end the post off,
Ooh i love Shane.! drop dead gorgeous =)
26 May 2006, 5:47 PM
I cant say you love me.
3 more days before Chinese O's.
Not much has been happening in school, no lessons for the past few days, just talks and getting coloured slips for parents.. ): boohoo im so popular that 3 teachers wna see me and my parents HAHA.
Oh and Over the Hedge is a really good show too.! hammy the squirrel is the best.!! rabies shit haha. should go watch. now its xmen lll whee!
Let's see, the past few days hasnt been the greatest days of my life, they were rather depressing. like happy sad happy sad. things are changing too fast, i cant even seem t catch up with reality anymore. here i am busy handling one thing when another suddenly pops out out of nowhere. im stuck and torn in between, no idea what t do next. it has really hit me hard this time, harder than before.
Perhaps the holidays is a break, a break for me t clear and get things done. i need it. DSFCEDXEZS.
Perhaps im thinking too much.
22 May 2006, 8:28 PM
Rob the jewellery store and tell em t make me a grill.
Last week of school before the June hols start, and im probably gona be MIA cos i'll be studying intensively for sciences. HAHA alright i was kinda kidding when i said that. hehe running soon.!
Big walk on Sunday was alright, just that my leg was exhausted when we reached home. Tyanne and all plus Val were there :] heh damn brother got lost halfway so we had t look for him despite the crowd and we found him at last.!! sitting at the corner.. wtf luh haha.
Today school was really boring. other than enjoying each other's company in the dance studio and the air con, it was our butts glued to the hall listening to dunno who and ms tan and others blabbering their speech away. like half the time we were stoned, laughing at each other, sleeping or just stealing belts while others were in their own lala land! :] dang! i shdnt havent thought of coming today. ><
After school was at Macs first before joining Izza, Yow and Cel. Izza's hilarious that shit. nothing about her ever fails t put someone down, its brought by her retardedness. =) haha its a good thing kae!
Yay.! there's no school tmr! going t watch Voice, just pray that they'll let us in. yup wna cut my hair tmr too!
Oh yes did i mention that i fell asleep in the bus and missed my stop today, so i was thinking of another alternate route home in the bus. just as i was about to alight, i realised i had really bad cramps (in the legs!) and i cldnt really walk properly. the passengers in the bus wld have thought that i wasnt a sane person or smthg bcos of the weird and WTF IS SHE DOING?! stare appearing on their faces. there was even this guy at the door offering t carry me down the damn steps ._. almost died when i alighted. ugh the unglam moments.
Yes and when i told the B E A UTIFUL story t MS UGLY BECKY. she just kept putting
non stop during the whole convo in msn. like dude what are ya laughing at! ya had more unglam moments okay! >:( imagine if ya were in my place, how wld ya feel. HAHA YA MIGHT EVEN DROOL WHILE SLEEPING.! tsk okays im a nice girl :]
thanks for everything :)
Okay. just seems like ya dont get it F R I E N D. lets see. pestering doesnt help. not a single bit. ah, i really cant be bothered. lies, lies, all lies.
Hehe that someone is finally using good language. ;)
Grillz by Nelly. lovely song. i like the shiny teeth.! -wide grin-
19 May 2006, 11:03 PM
Ride with me.
EXAMS? = SHIT.
Ugh my aggregate is disgusting, like no schools would want t accept me next year. ):
MYE, its like a wake up call. for me t understand myself, to say that THE O'S IS COMING. this is reality. no more playing, doing nonsense and i dont even think i can go on the 30th anymore. gona be a nerd, and force myself t study. gona sleep less, and eat less too. gona run, keep fit.
Basically im gona do every single thing that i myself dont think that i'll be able t do it too. HAHA well saying is one thing and doing IS another thing. =s
Keep having negative thoughts, that i wont do well. EEYER STUPID THOUGHT PLEASE GROW INTO A BUBBLE SO I CAN BURST YA.!!
Anyhows. AC finals on Thursday, they lost, but they're still winners in our hearts. both teams were really outstanding, each team trying t prove their opponent that they are better. oh wells i suck at comforting people.
Went t celebrate Jing's birthday today, and it was like a total success! we were like in her house but she didnt know! her maid was obviously STARING AT US AND WONDERING WHO THE HELL WE ARE COS WE SNEAKED IN HAHA! damn fun, glad she liked the cake. :] played ddr, then basketball. stupid damn guys. cycling was super fun with Cel please! just that she kept laughing while cycling up the damn slope and i cldnt cycle cos i was laughing at her.omfg and we went t the wrong house first, so embarrassing we were like BANGING THE GATES. IT WAS LIKE FUCK. then we faster run over t the next estate. we could have been caught by the owner of the house! oh no what if they had cctv :'( im gona end up in jail.......................................
Escape tmr! :] play play play play play play play play play play. THEN BACK T STUDY AGAIN. intensive Chinese and i I MUST SCORE WELL.
Why am i using so much CAPS recently.
Something's bothering me.
this someone. ya shd know who ya are. go, read on. so now, our friendship is dangling loose, really loose. i just find that ya too sensitive, and over protective. its like i have t report EVERY SINGLE INFO t ya. whats that, it has no meaning. i do cherish the friendship too, though i admit not as much as ya do. its really starting t piss me off, real bad. like im even thinking of whether i shd still be friends and all. so please, get that into ya head. grow up. hope ya read it and get the point.
Everything in front of me is starting to crumble down again, in whatever i do. too much blows, i cant take it. need time t think and reflect, and need t talk t someone badly.. ): what if i have a mental breakdown and die. aw this is sucha sad post.
A little exercise FINALLY. big walk on Sunday.! :] 10km how am i gona make it. all stamina gone, i was panting when riding the bike for 10 minutes!
SAD HAPPY SAD HAPPY SAD. ): (: ): (: ):
I have so much t say, but i shall rant it on another site.
Annoymous : i am sad but just glad that there was good food t cheer me up. everyone didnt believe me that it was nice!
Alrights sayos.
17 May 2006, 7:29 PM
Wont ya just shake that thang;
Wednesday certainly isnt the day.
Results are really disappointing, though i knew that i would do this badly. but who ever thought that i just cldnt handle the part where the disgusting results were being announced. C5 for Emath, what could be better. dang. That someone please help me in my studies.
Ah for once i've listened during Chinese, without the air con distracting me and pyscho-ing me t fall asleep. IM SCARED. really. just 12 more days t Chinese O's. gawd and im stuffing every essay into my tiny brain, it better pay off. REAL GOOD.
Tomorrow's officially the checking of papers, though we got t know some beforehand. dont expect much, perhaps just disappointment. its SS (super saddening). my hopes are dashed.
Oh man i'll prob be depressed for the next few days. ):
Prawn mee was nice right! :D everyone admit! lol.
Okay smthg is really weird is happening. REALLY WEIRD. and we're bitching while im typing this. lol what a weeeeeeeeird person.
Aww my sister bought a Paul Frank Pouch! I also want! prolly gona get it too, soon. hehs.
I WANT 6 MONTHS T BE OVER SOON.
All i hope for is just a lil smthg.
16 May 2006, 5:38 PM
And i dont want t let it go ; ____
Whees.
Hm. after five days of holiday, i think i've already adapted t the style of sleeping late and waking up late. haha but whenever its the other way round IT NEVER WORKS. dont really know why, perhaps its the way i relate with sleeping, sleep ya troubles awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D
Okay this is a super sad shit i cried like when watching this and i cried like an idiot in front of the com for like an hour or smthg and i didnt know why i cried and didnt really understand the ending until i watched it again and understanding the ending made me cry even more BOOHOO. what a great man, i wonder if i'll ever sacrifice my eyes. ITS THE EYES. i mean, if i can never get t see again i'd rather die. so in my case, sacrificing eyes is like scarificing my life l=
So this month has like been a movie marathon. The wild, MI3, When a stranger calls, Poseidon and soon t come, davinci code, x men 3, voice and scary movie 4! ooh i love movies! :]
The wild was stupid (kae perhaps it was cos it was like midnight) , MI3 was like the blast (Maggie Q is damn hawt!) , When a stranger calls ( T E N S I O N) and Poisedon ( we just kept screaming at the dead bodies!). ah its good to relax and scream for movies, and the best thing is that no one knows that its actually ya that's doing the screams. heh heh.
Back t school.
Now that we're having intensive mother tongue until the June hols, we're like not having a life! seriously but its only 3 days of the whole post period activities, teehee. today was bad enough, receiving back CHINESE MY RESULTS. ugh god i swear i could kill myself on the spot. paper 1 struck me the most, its like I HAVE NEVER EVER EVER in my whole entire life failed that section before so who was that effing teacher who didnt pass me! so overall i got a C6. i didnt expect anything higher, cos i thought i was going t get F9 or smthg. praise the lord.
After the stressing exams, there is another stage whereby we have t go through, its THE STAGE OF GETTING BACK THE PAPERS. ahah some people could actually start hyperventilating, its damn hilarious luh. today was bad enough, and somehow i think the other papers wouldnt be any better.
I just realised, this post is rather crappy. longer and nag - gier than usual. uyeruy%^%&VG$%# !! thank you very much.
Anyways random photo at the wedding. HS, ME & CEL. =]
I wanted t put Ethan up, but blogger dont allow me >:( Ethan's my voodoo dool! :D
<3
15 May 2006, 11:37 AM
Don't ya say ; we've already been there.
SONG OF THE DAY. haha.
Watched my life pass me by, in the rearview mirror Pictures frozen in time ; are becoming clearer I don't wanna waste another day Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes yeah
Cause I want you & I feel you crawling underneath my skin Like a hunger, like a burnin To find a place I've never been Now I'm broken, & I'm faded I'm half the man I thought I would be But you can have What's left of me.
I've been dying inside, little by little Nowhere to go I'm goin outta my mind An endless circle, Running from myself until You gave me a reason for standing still
Falling faster, barely breathing Give me somethin to believe in Tell me it's not all in my head Take what's left of this man Make me whole once again
I've been dying inside you see I'm goin outta my mind (outta my mind, outta my mind, outta my mind) I'm just running in circles all the time Will you take what's left? x3 of me I'm just runnin' in circles in my mind Will you take what's left? of me Take what's left of me
Yesterday's wedding dinner, was fun :]
but felt a lil weird, cos after all he's our tuition teacher.
haha not fair why did he only tell me t do my work >:(
food served was like damn slow, but overall the whole ceremony was fun
:D
Okays i out, tata!
14 May 2006, 1:09 AM
2nd post of the day.
Time check.
I was so angry just now cos i stumbled onto smthg thati shdnt see, and im fucking angry and i dont know why everything has turned out like this.
Ugh enough bout unhappy thoughts, found some retarded videos that brought my feelings up a lil, i love humour :D
What a contradiction. sorry in PMSing, that explains the mood swings.
13 May 2006, 7:06 PM
The streets are blinding;
anmtynehdomvkskdfn.
The next few days.
Today's a Saturday, and im stuck at home watching Chang Jin. Lying on the bed, spoiling my eyes and even too lazy t eat, only magee mee and biscuits. haha and the stupid cramps wont go away >:(
I miss Netball! :'(
Shopping on Thursday with Bestie, was quite fun, cldnt spend much on eating cos EVERY SINGLE CENT COUNTS. lol bought some tops and met my sis later, walked and slacked around then it was home, my feet were aching, i think we have been walking for bout 7 hours. haha.
Vivien came t my house on Friday, t download songs :] missed that girl. not fair not fair her zen's green and it loads faster. aha and my com was lagging at first but after that it was super fast. haha here's a song.
FOR YOU I WILL.
05 May 2006, 10:18 PM
Ah screwed shit. i hate the skin >:(
Will change it another time. <3
, 8:31 PM
Hips dont lie.
Lazy t type, BUT i hafta update cos of ^#%%&^*.
Short and sweet.
5 papers down and 3 to go! next week will be Lit, Phyics and Amath. some papers this week was kinda screwed, yea i know. half celebration today haha. resting for the day then i'll start studying tomorrow again. heh the tension in the hall's not to bad by the way.
All the way jia zhi! :) To the others who are having their terms too! :D
Suppose to go running, but dear cel overslept. hah its tmr then, burn those fats!
I think i used to have a sleeping disorder, but because of exams i sleep less than 5 hours a day.. ): my eye bags are beginning to worsen.! D:<